It’s that first week. You’ve been doing your best to follow the teacher who has been saying words of enlightenment that only upset the religious and political order of things. He has spoken in parables because these ideas are hard to comprehend after believing something else all your life. He has simplified and lived the words by his example.
The events of the past week have turned it all into chaos. The anger in the temple, the cryptic farewell at Passover. The execution.
Now, huddled and hidden, you wonder what will happen next. No Christology of men in purple robes yet, just your own shock, disappointment and fear.
Spending some time inside with this, far from the eggs and rabbits.